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Re: Questions and fears I still have.
Posted by:
swimming free
Date:
09/05/2022, 18:56:08
Original URL:
Click here (However, the link may be stale.)
It has been about 10 years since I left the cult. I was in it since 1973. That was most of my adult life. It was very stressful leaving. It took time for the process of leaving to be completed. I did not elect to confront friends that were still in the cult personally. I am still friends with some of them. We don't discuss it. I have family that are just as much in a cult in the MAGA movement. I don't confront them either, although if I had to confront some one I would feel safer confronting a Rawat cultist than a Trumpkin. I don't think they are as violently inclined or encouraged.
Rawat is happy so long as he has enough money to get his next plane, and to pay for his pretty high on the hog lifestyle. I hope you are able to step away and work on your life without Rawat. He really is insignificant and not worth dedicating your life energy to fighting. Life is short. Enjoy it as much as you can. Some one recently posted the information that the average premie is 70 years old. The cult is dying a natural death. Rawat will collect up the crumbs from the premies' estates willed to him, and disappear into eternal obscurity.Reading and posting here was very therapeutic for me during my exiting process. I hope it works for you too. There are a lot of very insightful people who post here. Those of us who made it out have better survival instincts than most. I still read some posts to enjoy the sharp intellects of many of my fellow posters. Plus, a few years ago we were regaled with the adventures of 13 as he sailed solo from Europe to America and back home! Best of luck to you on rediscovering yourself!
